another year

for the Reason

i feel tired
happy
and good

9 songs

sometimes

i am really worried...
about you very much.
do you know?

mis understood

i was never unwanted :)

i feel so unwanted

automatic writing 2: the flu

flu
sick
chest flat
man
testosterone
voice changes deep
deep throat
forbiden
danger!
kiss
spy
love
friends
secretes
left
right
politics
film
oliver twist
polanski
roman holiday
hip
ass
sex
revange on ourselves
punishment
god
hell
going to hell
fire
red
ding dong
blue
dai hong
lazy
april
spring
humid
wet
lick
tasty
honey
baby
dirty
flea
bird
flu
flu
flu

the chest

the pain



my breast pain




these days





wonder why








not cancer









only on the left













































maybe
it's not the breast
but the heart


aches

close or far

where are you? you

































































































































































i have find you!

...

i guess i get jealous pretty easily











i aint mature