the second half

i have a strong feeling today
that the second half of my life will be pretty okay
not because i am suddenly very wealthy
with a lot to spend and nothing to care
nor because miraculously i turn smart
study hard or have a well plan for a new start
all i have is this
and this is what i need
i don't believe in extreme happiness
even if it does exist
it wouldn't last
all i have is this
and so
this is it