look back for the future

i discovered a gap in the blog
there was a peroid when i stop updating this blog
never investigate why i stop posting
maybe it is the urge to stop myself from exhibiting my life
an obsession with privacy
but then
i bet no one comes anymore
so the matter doesnt really matter no more

i enjoy what i posted long ago
see
not necessary inspiring or interesting
but i just simply enjoy it

i look back upon myself
i see the future me
but
what am i now?