Like Water...

getting by
there are so much emotions flowing
through time
moments are like objects that we wish to store
reading/watching too many Woolfs
the stream of consciousness becomes forever so vivid
all of a sudden
for looking at your lovely face
i shouted in my heart
"stay... stay..."
yet all fade away
grab grab grab...
soon
i learn to let go
3 times too many
yet insufficient
memories remain
every essence survives
not only in my mind
but also within the room, the house
oh yes
to the lighthouse
time
as much as we dont want it to pass
it still brings us comfort somehow
different stages
we call life
changes are we all get used to
learning to love
instead of getting
giving
and i wish
like water
time flows