Oh What a World

This is like a safety zone
realizing that nobody comes here anymore
allow me to say things freely

we always have to care
dont we?
about what people think
how they think

but i can never get that though
human signs or expressions
if you love me
you got to kiss me
and if you hate me
please do slap me on the face
or else i would never know

the explicit way of telling me things
thats what i liked about you

but something could never be that explicit
or maybe no
what if i got it all wrong
just too sensitive
maybe all he wants is just a drink and small chat
no funny business

i could not believe i didnt do that
it comes to me as if i am ready for the mature way of living
whatever that means
adios to the excitements and adventures in life

after rejecting the "offer"
i started to think
this is actually happening
i see myself ten years from now
married to a man
tidying his our bed in the morning
cooking dinner at night
occasionally have brunch on Sunday

drawing into the most ordinary way of living
the survival of the boring
i was a bit scare

but then maybe he is right
i mean
simplicity is not such an easy thing to find
a simple life maybe is all i can afford

so
yea
here i go
straight down to the normal world