because?

is it
because i havn't try hard enough?
because everytime i think of you, i still want to kill myself?
because i feel wrong about every thing?
becasue i miss that more than anything else?
because i once waited for you in bed naked?
becasue the tree still sings that song to me?
becasue i am afraid?
because after we meet, i fall into pieces?
becasue we didn't have much time?
because it was hot?
because of the three break-ups?
becasue all i want to do is escape?
becasue i know i will run away and maybe this time you wont catch me?
because i vomited?
because i know i am stupid?
because i cry for you?
because of the warm bed?
because you make me go head over heels?
because you were shy?
because i care too much?
because of your icy sweet face?
because i never expect anything?
because just because...?