pull

you dont have to seduce
i am naturally attracted to you

Nonsense

"is it because you hate friendship so much that you have to fuck me?"
"what? that doesn't make sense..."
"no... it doesnt"

hee... i wonder what i was thinking...

Too Hot!

OMG! This is too sexy!
Makes you wana...

I wanna kiss you in Paris
I wanna hold your hand in Rome
I wanna run naked in a rainstorm
Make love in a train cross-country
You put this in me
So now what, so now what?

Wanting, needing, waiting
For you to justify my love

Hoping, praying
For you to justify my love

I want to know you
Not like that
I don't wanna be your mother
I don't wanna be your sister either
I just wanna be your lover
I wanna have your baby
Kiss me, that's right, kiss me

Yearning, burning
For you to justify my love

What are you gonna do?
What are you gonna do?
Talk to me -- tell me your dreams
Am I in them?
Tell me your fears
Are you scared?
Tell me your stories
I'm not afraid of who you are
We can fly!

Poor is the man
Whose pleasures depend
On the permission of another
Love me, that's right, love me
I wanna be your baby

I'm open and ready
For you to justify my love
To justify my love
Wanting, to justify
Waiting, to justify my love
Praying, to justify
To justify my love
I'm open, to justify my love

p.s. one more song added to the music-to-fuck-to list

獨男

so... we all need someone to be there
simply to witness our life
no matter how insignificant one is

The Spy

"Because she feels a lot like you..."
So he told her he's fallen in love.
It's the second time she's heard that line in her life.
"Why do people always fall for those who feel like me,
but not me... myself?"
She asked him half-jokingly.
"Because... you are too good for bad people like us..."
He answered half-seriously.

They are not supposed to meet.
Only because the others are now scattered around the world - France, Canada, New Zealand, Japan to name a few.
That's their excuse.

Then he suggested they should have a theme song.
She disagreed saying that there's no point for friends to have theme song.
It's cheesy anyway.

He insisted saying
she reminded him of John 214 because the certain scent that she once wore.
She told him there is nothing romantic about them.
They are just Karma Police who caught each other in the crime scene.
Helping each other runaway.

He didn't like the police.
He thought they should be New York Herald Tribune instead.
But she thought they were not close to being cool.
They are just sad children, so in any case it should be Quatre Cents Coups.

He talked about something else.
She couldn't remember.
But that's when they played Love Will Tear Us Apart.

They laughed.
"So... what are you ordering, Gorgeous..."
"Stop Gorgeous-ing me.
Go and eat another woman's sushi!"

All in all,
Thanks for telling me not to hide from my friends anymore.
Remind me that they've been nice to me and they are nice people.
Blah blah blah...
Now you have to stay away from me.
Because I say so.

just for the record

i like this one too

when i was waiting

why do you have to curse
when life is already tragic enough
how do i stop
convincing myself
that something magical and beautiful will happen to me

i go back to that stage
while i was supposed to save myself from
its a corny mistake

why are you giving yourself such a hard time
when everything else is already not letting you go
he is afriad of the insecurity too
maybe a lot more than you do

somewhere around our imagination and dream
lies a reality
more real to me than life itself
stealing mine away

when you come
instead of waking me up
we fall
not asleep
but in love

currently reading

Is loneliness a crime?

CFDA Fashion Shoot

The winners and honorees of the 2008 CFDA Fashion Awards:

Womenswear Designer of the Year
Francisco Costa for Calvin Klein Collection

Menswear Designer of the Year
Tom Ford

Accessory Designer of the Year
Tory Burch

Swarovski Award for Emerging Talent Womenswear
Kate & Laura Mulleavy for Rodarte

Swarovski Award for Emerging Talent Menswear
Scott Sternberg for Band of Outsiders

Swarovski Award for Emerging Talent Accessory Design
Phillip Crangi

Geoffrey Beene Lifetime Achievement Award
Carolina Herrera

International Award
Dries Van Noten

Eugenia Sheppard Award for Fashion Journalism
Candy Pratts Price

怕

because?

is it
because i havn't try hard enough?
because everytime i think of you, i still want to kill myself?
because i feel wrong about every thing?
becasue i miss that more than anything else?
because i once waited for you in bed naked?
becasue the tree still sings that song to me?
becasue i am afraid?
because after we meet, i fall into pieces?
becasue we didn't have much time?
because it was hot?
because of the three break-ups?
becasue all i want to do is escape?
becasue i know i will run away and maybe this time you wont catch me?
because i vomited?
because i know i am stupid?
because i cry for you?
because of the warm bed?
because you make me go head over heels?
because you were shy?
because i care too much?
because of your icy sweet face?
because i never expect anything?
because just because...?

Giraffe - Giraffe LP